Anatomy of Near Wreck
Here it is. I just hope it helps someone else be more careful and aware. Its amazing how one little thing can happen and then you are a second away from a nasty wreck. A couple things thing I did notpost on TRat; When I pulled the bike out yesterday I had that little feeling of dread and I thought about putting the bike back and taking the cage . I rarely get that feeling and it always passes when I start riding , but maybe next time if I am riding into heavy traffic and I feel that weird nervousness I will put the bike away. Another thing, I am not a racer but I do like a bit of spirited riding when I am out in the hills. Those sport riding reflexes saved my ass. I also think its likely the light itself partially obscured the cars which were just a little bit up and beyond the light.
Anatomy of a Near Wreck.
I am at work trying to get my hands to stop shaking, and feeling that awful post panic weakness. I nearly ran into a car at 60 mph this morning coming into work. I dropped my defenses and stopped thinking for a few seconds and it almost cost me big time. I am posting this as a caution. Do not get in the wrong frame of mind while riding.
My commute is really challenging , crossing Newburgh New York on Route 9w . This is a heavily trafficked industrial corridor with heavy commuter traffic. I should have known to stay off 9w but I take the back roads most of the way and I just have to get on it for a few miles passing the city on the east side along the river. The road is fairly hazardous, a bad location (HAL) with lots of serious or fatal accidents, tons of commercial and industrial property along the road and everyone is driving aggressive. As usual I was thinking defense having passed the city and heading down a hill on a 4 lane section approaching the last light before the road crosses the river on an old truss bridge and opens back up to country. But then I got distracted.
The distraction was a jacked up red jeep with no roof or doors passing me on the left. I looked over and saw the driver was texting. That’s right, he was leaning way back almost reclining holding a blackberry up to his face and the dude was punching in a text message! Just what we always bitch about and one of my pet peeves. I was instantly furious, and started thinking about this. I thought “the cops should enforce the laws against this… I’m going to give this a—a piece of my mind when we stop… blah blah… my mind went on a little road rage rant. Meanwhile we are approaching the light at 45 mph and there are probably 20 cars and trucks around so I am watching them, and I realize that the jeep is going to run the yellow light . I suddenly remember that I am late for work and my boss is back from vacation so I decide to go through as well. All the cars are stopped and I look left and right to see if anyone is going to jump the light. They are staying put. As I pass under the light I gas it and I look up and I see the signal turning red. I am going about 60. Approximately 3 seconds have passed since I first saw the jeep driver texting and got distracted.
I look down from the light and there is a red Honda stopped directly in front of me! Two cars are just sitting right in my lane 200 feet from the intersection , right on this busy highway. I just SEE his bumper coming at me at 200 feet per second and instantly grab a handful of brake. I hear the rear tire lock. I remember thinking, or just knowing that I am going to have to let off the brake and I hope I don’t high side. I knew I was not going to stop. The image of that red bumper is burned into my brain forever. I don’t remember if I checked my mirror to see if the left lane was empty, maybe I did or maybe I already knew it. I knew the right side was a solid guardrail with no shoulder. Before I realized it I switched lanes and blew past the two cars. But it was seriously close. I saw two older Hondas just stopped with 2 mexican guys just sitting in them. I pulled over about a half mile past and stood in the grass shaking and gasping for air. I tried to wait until I felt okay, but there was something dead there and the stink drove me away.
Needless to say, I rode the next 12 miles to work a bit more cautiously. I was trying to stay focused but it occurred to me I made at least three critical mistakes. First, road rage. I got pissed about the guy texting and instantly forgot what I SHOULD have been doing. I should have been slowing down and looking ahead. Second, I tried to run through the light. I was back in commuter mode. Never again. I need to focus on other things besides the light changing. I need to watch for cars.. Third, and most important , I got “get home- itis”. I was so focused on getting someplace that my safety became secondary. This was a known hazardous area with lots of accidents and it was there that I let myself get distracted. I think because the light was at the bottom of a hill that the light itself blocked my view of the stopped cars which were up hill a couple hundred feet. I need to go back and rethink how I got myself to the point that I almost slammed into a car at 60 mph.
On the positive side, of course, I did not hit the car. Everything is fine. My reflexes were fast, decision correct, skills up to the job. I did not panic. I handled it just fine. Another guy might just shake it off. But I was literally a half a second away from splat. And that is not good enough for a guy with a family at home and promises to keep. The human brain was not designed for operating vehicles. It reacts to other people with anger, it gets distracted, it makes mistakes, it remembers it is late for work, it talks to itself and forgets what it is doing. I try to train my brain to think safety. But now I know, distractions can shut all that off and if you let that happen –
THE REST OF YOUR LIFE MIGHT ONLY BE THE NEXT THREE SECONDS.
Think about that my brothers and ride safe.